Amazing grace!
How sweet the sound!
¡¡¡¡That saved a wretch like me!
¡¡¡¡I once was lost
but now am found,
¡¡¡¡Was blind but now I see.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡'Twas grace that
taught my heart to fear
¡¡¡¡And grace my fears relieved;
¡¡¡¡How precious
did that grace appear
¡¡¡¡The hour I first believed!
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¡¡¡¡Through many
dangers, toils, and snares,
¡¡¡¡I have already come;
¡¡¡¡'Tis grace has
brought me safe thus far,
¡¡¡¡And grace will lead me home.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡The
Lord has promised good to me,
¡¡¡¡His word my hope secures;
¡¡¡¡He will my
shield and portion be,
¡¡¡¡As long as life endures.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡Yes, when this
flesh and heart shall fail,
¡¡¡¡And mortal life shall cease;
¡¡¡¡I shall
possess, within the vail,
¡¡¡¡A life of joy and peace.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡The earth
shall soon dissolve like snow,
¡¡¡¡The sun forbear to shine;
¡¡¡¡But God,
who called me here below,
¡¡¡¡Will be forever
mine.
¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡By John Newton
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¡¡¡¡When I type
this song, even though I have sung it many times, the tears still come to my
eyes.¡¡It is forever touching, forever beautiful and meaningful.¡¡It always
brings new light and new messages to me every time I sing it.¡¡Does this song
touch you when you read it?¡¡Would you like to find out who wrote it; what kind
of person he was; what experience he had to make him say what he said; how can
he be so certain of the glorious hope he had?¡¡I'd like to know these things,
and I'd also like to know if he felt the same as I feel when singing this
song.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡The name of the author is John Newton.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡John Newton
was a famous hymn writer and he had written almost 300 hymns in his
lifetime.¡¡If you have heard his story, you would know that almost every line
in "Amazing Grace" was written through his experience, the experience he had
with God.¡¡
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡Newton was not a born Christian.¡¡The life of his youth
was far from a servant of God and an author of Gospel Hymns.¡¡When he was seven
years old, he lost his only parent, his mother.¡¡He started working on the
ships as a sailor at the age of eleven, and traveled back and forth between
Africa and England.¡¡Believe or not, one of his jobs was to collect slaves and
sell them to the slave traders in England.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡Before Newton was
twenty, he had already been through many trials and hardships.¡¡His life was in
danger all of the time because he often had to travel through huge storms
along the Atlantic Ocean.¡¡He had seen and heard many incidents of how people
died on the sailing trips.¡¡He never knew what would happen to him, and
when.¡¡The terribly poor life of the Africans remained deeply in his impression
through out his entire life.¡¡He had seen the darkest side of the human living
experience. And because of his involvement in the business of slave trade, he
could easily lose his life.¡¡In his own words, Newton said: "a conservative
estimate would suggest that one out of every five sailors involved in the
slave trade died in the sordid business". (Edwards, p.24)¡¡But God had "Saved a
wretch like me" through His "amazing grace".¡¡God had been in charge of the
life of His servant before he even knew it.
¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡Compared to many
other sailors, Newton was fortunate because he did not lose too many years of
his life.¡¡His turning point came when he was twenty-three.¡¡At that time he was
actually quite a wild young man.¡¡The hardship of his life had hardened his
heart, and his sensibility was like steel.¡¡He had no connection with any other
human being, and all the people around him hated him.¡¡He had no direction or
purpose in life, he even had no control over his life.¡¡With nothing much to do
on the ship during his long journeys at the sea, Newton began to read a book
called "Imitation of Christ" written by Thomas Kempis, and that gave the Holy
Spirit a chance to work in him.¡¡Just then, Newton was sailing from Africa to
England and the ship got caught in a storm that could take all the lives on
that ship.¡¡Newton remembered what he read about God's love, power and the
salvation He offered us through His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ.¡¡He asked
God for help.¡¡Surprisingly, they landed safely and later on he witnessed that
it was the Lord who saved him.¡¡Through this experience, Newton began to accept
Christ as his savior and it led his conversion in the future.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡Just
as we all grow one step at a time, it also took Newton several years to
develop his right concept about God and human beings.¡¡He continued to work
with the slave market for the next few years, but he started to justify his
work by seeking to improve in the conditions of the slave as much as he
could.¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡We often forget that it is a gradual process for a
Christian to grow, and we often expect too much from our fellow believers or
from ourselves.¡¡Many of us want to jump right to the ideal Christian lives
just over the night, and often get depressed if we find out that we are not
there the next morning.¡¡Then we get disappointed at our "failure", and some
would blame themselves for not being spiritual enough to overcome human
weakness and so on.¡¡But as Christians, we ought to know that it is a lifetime
process to reach our goal, to be what God wants us to be, and to overcome the
world.¡¡As long as we have the willful hearts to let God lead our lives and
submit ourselves entirely into God's hand, we will be useful vassals for
God.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡Newton struggled with what he was doing in the new light of
his Christian faith for the next few years.¡¡Eventually he had come to a point
that he felt convicted of the inhuman aspects of his work and he became a
strong and effective crusader against slavery.¡¡He stopped working as a sailor
and found himself a job as a clerk in England, and he started leading
spiritual meetings and conducting worship services.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡About nine
years later, Newton felt a call from God to do His ministerial work.¡¡He began
to study diligently.¡¡And there were two other famous men he met, Whitefield
and Wesley, they both had helped him and influenced him greatly.¡¡Soon he was
ordained by the Anglican Church and began to work as a minister.¡¡He often
shared his early life experiences as a sailor and how God saved him.¡¡His work
was very fruitful.
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¡¡¡¡Personal witnesses are always powerful and
effective in gospel work.¡¡If people around you, especially those who know you
well, can see and hear your testimonies, they would be interested in your
stories.¡¡They would not only believe in your words, but also they would see
the actual facts on how God works through human beings.¡¡That was what Newton
did and he was very blessed.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡Newton lived in London for the last
thirty years of his life, and worked as a minister.
¡¡¡¡In those days, people
did not often sing hymns during worship.¡¡But Newton led his congregation to
sing a lot of hymns which expressed their faith and hope.¡¡When he found there
were not enough hymns, he began to write his own.¡¡And many of the hymns he
wrote touched people's hearts.¡¡A noteworthy event happened in England on the
same year Newton died was that the British Parliament abolished slavery
through all of its domain.¡¡Newton's most famous "Amazing Grace" has remained
through many generation and it has comforted many people.¡¡For it represented
Newton's life and faith.¡¡It tells us that it is the grace that saves us; it is
the grace that helps the blind to see; it is the grace that set slaves free;
it is the grace that relieves fears; it is the grace that gives us safety and
it is the grace gives us hope and joy.¡¡We will receive glory and everlasting
life because of that grace.
¡¡¡¡
¡¡¡¡As we look at ourselves, we are often
like wretches, blind, homeless or living dangerous lives.¡¡But the grace is
sufficient for all of us.¡¡He who grants us this grace is our God, the God who
created our lives; who did not abandon us after we sinned, but gave us Jesus
to save our lives; who gives us the hope of eternity; who knows us as no
others would; who has counted the number of our hairs; who would always be
there whenever we call on Him for help.¡¡And in Him we can
trust.